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Posted by Xavia on Aug 29, 2017 18:59:08 GMT -6
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Sept 21, 2017 11:25:52 GMT -6
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The babies were just fine, and they got to go home within a few weeks of their birth. Xavia was going to be alright as well, sore for a while and maybe tired, but she was doing alright. She gave Artair some breathing room in the meantime, and tried to remain optimistic that he wouldn't break it off with her when they only just got to start. The thought kind of hurt, but she had to accept it if that was his choice. She sent him a single text, however, stating her case for why he shouldn't leave her.
Dear Artair,
You don't need to say anything right now, but I want you to think about something before you make your choice. It would be really bad of me to let you end us... So here are several reasons that I want you to add to the scale of choice making, that will hopefully outweigh your reasons for our relationship ending.
1) We've already been through alot together and survived, a little worse for wear but we're still standing.
2) We are good together in and out of bed.
3) I have never been able to open up and laugh with someone the way that I have with you. And you laugh too.
4) I'm an awesome cook, my mom even more so. (This is only to prove the above point that you laugh too.)
5) Can you honestly stay away without missing me? Because I miss you when you are not around.
6) You are stronger than you let yourself believe, and I am right here with you when you can't be.
7) I'm not afraid of your scary moments. I still love you.
8) I still owe you a night of just sleeping together and nothing more. We got interrupted last time.
9) If you walked away every time something frightened you, you wouldn't find happiness and I think you deserve happiness.
If none of these things moved you, I don't know what else to say other than it gives me a lump in my throat to think you have so little faith in yourself that you don't see what a kind and wonderful person you are, and that I don't care if you are flawed because I am about as flawed as it gets. You don't have to be perfect or awesome all the time, you just have to be you. That is the only you I want, Artair.
Please don't walk away. It would be fodder for a song about heartbreak, and that would suck. Really, it would... Just show up when you are ready to talk, either way. I am not going anywhere, obviously.
And then she went about her week, taking care of the kids, slowly working through her thoughts and all that... And she waited for him to come to her, for him to either say he was gone or that he was sticking by her, at least giving this a chance.
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