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Jul 26, 2020 14:24:38 GMT -6
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Lately, though not always recognizing it at first, Alex hadn't been feeling like himself. Reaction time slowed, attention wavering in and out, and worse his dream state took on bizarre twists. It made sleep uncomfortable and waking more so. Sometimes, he'd wake and find himself unable to move. A little research found that this was likely just sleep paralysis, yet no strange nightmare things ever came of it. So he put it to the back of his mind and tried to ignore it.
But things were never that simple. It was never so easy for him or for people like him. That said, poor Jiri had to deal with this too, given that the other boy was his roommate and friend. The zoning out and slowed reaction during waking times wasn't so bad. But the dreams, the dreams became far more intimate with Alex's personal experiences. Jiri got front row seats to the warped memories and sensations, the emotions that came with all that.
It was...embarrassing. Alex didn't know how Jiri felt, he didn't think he wanted to know how he felt about the ordeal. He partly worried that the other boy was disgusted with him and was just hiding it. He found himself anticipating being forced away. His dad and Miss T both reassured him that, that wouldn't happen. That he wouldn't be suddenly abandoned by the few friends he had. This self imposed stress was destructive but Alex didn't feel like he had any control over it.
Laying down for bed, he dreaded Jiri joining his head-space again or what events were going to be played out this time. Maybe this time, maybe Jiri's mind would find another person to possess, another to watch and participate in their dreams.
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Oct 21, 2016 23:50:46 GMT -6
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Alex Maurell AV!Alex Maurell Goya
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